I’m Andrew-Ryan Profaci, and I was closer to Mother God than anyone else had ever been. I lived on the inside and began exposing the truth about the Love Has Won cult long before it even was a cult. I wasn’t just a distant observer, but I was her closest confidant, her best-friend, her lover, and the only one who tried to stop it before it turned dark.

For nearly a year, I stood at the center of this movement—witnessing firsthand the manipulation, mind control, spiritual fraud, and exploitation that destroyed lives. I saw the lies, the deception, and the heartbreaking truth behind Mother God’s so-called divinity.

When I first arrived, it was as someone searching for answers from other people and left as someone who had found the Truth within himself. I left the group and came so close to getting Amy Carlson, aka Mother God, to end everything. She had left the team behind and crossed the country to be with me. I could see the potential for the darkness that became the Love Has Won cult. I did my best to stop it before it got out of hand.

At first, I was supposed to be “Father God.”
But I eventually walked away.

I’ve spent the last 2 years fighting (and beating) cancer.
It has encouraged me to share this experience, in deep, unfiltered detail.
So now, I’m exposing the Truth about the Love Has Won cult, from the inside.

And telling the story nobody else can tell.

I’ve been featured on Dateline NBC, VICE, HBO, and many other major networks, podcasts, and online interviews. My unique firsthand account reveals what really happened behind closed doors—stories of financial ruin, abuse, spiritual deception, and the disturbing and tragic downfall of Amy Carlson aka Mother God, and her followers.

Through this website, I’m not just sharing my experience. I’m exposing the truth about the Love Has Won cult and giving others the chance to share their own survivor stories. If you’ve been affected by cult manipulation or spiritual abuse, your voice matters.

🚨 It’s time to uncover what they tried to hide.

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